Category: depression

Go On (Music Video)

Just finished directing and editing a music video for Jody Quine’s song “Go On”! Click here to see the Go On (Music Video)  

Yeah, it Hurts, I’ll get Over it, Again

low ebb comes, again my sword, shield against dragging hurt, out of reach comes cyclical thoughts not good enough, not good enough not good enough, not good enough not good enough, not good enough till comes a realization, late, so always late like a…

Distant Horizon

what is this nonsense, flittering around my skull, scrawling angry missives, knifing into my heart’s wall what is this brutal woe commanding a tempest casting distant any joy any hint of sun’s candied blush why does it hang around, why can’t I shake the…

Comes the Darkness… again

“I see a weight on your shoulders.” she says to me, trepidation in her voice not the first time I’ve heard this my aloofness, never subtle my inscrutable countenance, an awful poker face when a monstrous pall settles on my frame, distilling, disbursing daggering…

Solitary

in thought, in coveting an abiding resolution, in contemplation of the world at bay of humanity this ostentatious pane frosted, aloof, melancholy fixed, rigid, unchanging garnered fifty-two years of pained wisdom, wishes the window’d open, to be infected by some gregarious being, allying me…

Scrape Away

I feel the walls darken closing in my heart so distant, are others, so unto a remote shore, rocky littered with anguish, a stroll through briers tearing at my flesh until, to the bone, the truth of my hurt finds peace

Private War

comes a raging, silent beast obscure, ill defined titan its sharpened horns lacerate cleave my shoulders, finding heart flash, ignite, ancient barbed scars reach for informed armaments again, again, yet again find it cracked, edgeless, rusting breathe vigor to whet, prepare clash under darkening…